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Loner buys a 1080p webcam in 2005 and stops listening to "constructive criticism".

The kooks that live in the apartment units across the alley are congregating. The loudest mouth is talking about catchphrases like "pointing their finger up their (unintelligible mumbling)". Raises his voice to emphasize dominos and Adam and eve subscriptions.

Must be a private investigator for a collections agency. I have no financial debts. My credit rating is spotless.

Why else do they pollute the air to talk like they know things about my private life or personal history?

Did some underground axe murderer society decide to shadow my ass for 3 and 4 decades since childhood? And now what? 

Now some predator is talking passive agressive shit in the high school cafeteria as if they know me or know things about my past.

"You" stalk and harass me. I DONT..

"YOU" premeditate and calculate and plan tactics and strategies about how to maintain your bullshit male dumbinance over me or others in the community pecking orders.

Things that serial killers do. Stalking harassing leaving cryptic shit on my front lawn or on the hood of my car...

what do "you" want me to do about YOU?

Now I sit and wait for some blowhard to finish his bullshit arguement about why I don't have the right to coexist before we can square up and end this so we can go on with our lives without some hater troll exercising the free speech they fear me socializing and exercising myself.

When my doors and windows are open you get louder so I can hear you talking when you want to plant suggestive seeds. Everything about "you" is TOXIC. how did you want me to react? Are you fishing for a reaction or time-and-life WASTING  response from me? are you getting the prescribed response "you" were HOPING for??

did the church need me and everybody else to lay down and fail so the church can have their chance to glorify all of their dishonest and deceitful private dick "i Know What You Did Last Summer" stalker games?

What do they want me to do about it? They want my attention that I'm not willing to give.

Should I do illegal shit to initiate discussion? How should I knock their blocks off and interrogate them to find out who they've been speaking to or taking orders from. For all I know they all have the same free-candy man politicking around town and buying loyalties with their nose candy.

NOT YOUR BDSM SUBBIE.. POSSESSIVE DICKHEAD.. WANT TO BET ON IT? How much MONEY and your own years of life, have you already thrown away trying to stay on top of me, AND TO WHAT END, creep?

Look at how you already make me sick, and I have not even merged with you in friendship, business, or marriage. As if the union was going to make my life better? Let's see you give me power, rank, and priviledge above and before you, instead of degrading me and placing me beneath you AND BENEATH EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY PEERS AND SO-CALLED FRIENDS, degrading my home and desecrating everything that is held sacred.

Im not your puppet. If that keeps me from getting promoted or prevents me from advancing in my social or career climb. WHATEVER. I play music because I enjoy playing as a hobbyist. not because I have an agenda. I don't care if you aren't letting me in to your social elite or P Diddy baby-oil freak-offs.

Go stay straight-edge and starve and frustrate yourself trying to figure out why this no-talent do-nothing recording studio intern is getting ahead and why you aren't. EVERYBODY IN THE METAL WORLD WANTS TO KNOW HOW YOURE MAKING YOUR HIP-HOP R&B HUSTLE. how youre driving lamborghinis and buying mansions on one record release.. they sure as fuck arent putting in the time sheets practicing their songwriting or instrument skills. How long are they going to dangle carrots and false hopes, before you try to find other ways they might accept you. Nose candy, things they can use against you to blackmail or enslave with any shameful behavior that might bring disgrace to you or your family or YOUR CHURCH..

If the website admin was doing this nonbinary data entry to teach a lesson....what have we learned about counterproductivity, opposed to "government efficiency". What's the ESP company's aesthetic lately? Names and inventory lists prepping themselves for endorsements? What else is making the musicians guild a human being? What makes them their own person?

And when you spell endorsement, make sure your DEVICE doesn't take it upon themselves to correct you so that it says enforcement. Then the Comany's website and webpage framework design spams the main profile page to correct spelling to get one letter right.

It's my profile. My profile is what represents me. It's what the people at ESP see when they want to see whos doing what on their company site. People that do have control over what doors of opportunity are opened for you if they decide that you have some sort of talent or substance to bring to the table.

I'm not a fucking bot.

 

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