The ESP Guitar Company

Me, in the late 90s, when I started doing stuff to silence my parents and cut my hair and wore dockers pants with timberline boots and a black leather jacket. There's your before and after. Then I walked away.

So, it SEEMS, as though there's a Wolfpack or team effort of people gatekeeping my activity and who I socialize with.

I never claimed any gang associations...and yet it appears that I'm getting a conflict of interest as to who is friendly, or congenial with who.

Sort of like the roadies in the mosh pit focusing their aggressions on me to remove me from the equation of social interactions.

I'm not cool with the band, because the roadies on meth say so, regardless of how much of your merch tables inventory I bought ..every time I go out of my way to see them.

When I spend MY MONEY to support your lives and careers, im not asking for v.i.p. seats or preferential treatment. On the surface you dont know me, but maybe you disagree with things i say...do you say "thank you", or are you an ingrate and say "fuck you".. for spending my money on supporting you?

Tweaker roadies that want me to question my own reality dont need to chase the dragon to catch this shortbus. I know what I said to them in conversation and none of it was in conflict or crossed intentions. The outsiders speak for people they are not.